I’m Julianna. :)

I’m sixteen years old, but sometimes I feel like I’m only five.

I am more than in love with Javier Fernandez. He’s someone I can always count on, and the love I have for him is more than any words I could explain.

I’m a cancer survivor..twice, actually. Today, yes, I still have to take medication, go through chemo, have doctors visits, wear wigs, do online classes, all of that. My life isn’t a normal teenage girl life. But, those who stand by me know that the sickness hasn’t dared to change the person I’ve always been. :)

I am afraid of growing up.

I overanalyze everything, even when I don’t mean to.

I love Big Time Rush, more than you will ever know. No, I’m not too old for them? After all, THEY’RE older than me. ;3

Family means everything to me. They come first, before anything.

I love the days where I can just lay on the couch watching love stories with a bag of chips, and chocolate next to me. 

I’m the kind of girl that laughs at something that happened yesterday.

I miss Virginia, so much. Every time I visit, never feels like enough time.

I miss my Lola. Some days I pick up the phone, dialing her number and then I remember, sike. R.I.P. Lola, you will forever be missed, but never forgotten. <3

I’ve had my heartbroken, time after time. It’s scary to think that there may be a possibility it could happen again. It’s scary to let your guard down. But, I trust Javier one hundred percent. And I know, I know he won’t do that to me.

I wish I was as close to some people as I used to be, sometime I think it’s my fault, but then again, if they wanted to make an effort, they would.

This is my world. Love it, hate it. Take it, don’t take it. Honestly, I don’t care. But, one thing I can assure you is, I’m not changing for the world. 

MUAH! <3